What is wrong with me?

What did he do to me?

I can’t focus on anything.

I can’t even sit next to him without having flashbacks of that night.

My body ignites at his presence.

What the fuck is wrong with me?

I don’t want to feel this way anymore.

He is just some boy.

He’s not even older than me!

This is so stupid.

Help me.

I can do this.

I can move on.

I don’t even care.

Don’t just assume that I love him.

That isn’t even remotely close to the truth.

He made me feel good about myself and he is untouchable.

That’s why I crave him so much.

He’s like the forbidden fruit.

I will find someone else.

I’m only human.

He chose me.

Amoretta.